i'm working on my roar ! ,,

[sammii knowell]

mood: hmm... :3 good
date: dec 20
musiiic: i just can't wait to be king ! the lion king. ahaha x]

We moved to a new school...so I thought I'd start a new journal.
The school's called Crestview.
Crestview Institute for Girls.
Yeah. Its an all girls school. It really sucks...
People...well, Ez, keeps saying I'd look good in the uniform.
Not the uniform they made for the boys.
The uniform they have for girls.
I hate it...

And I really miss Winterthorne. It was really the only place I've had since after mom and dad died that felt like home.
I don't like this place so far.
Except my dorm.
I still get to live with Ezra.
Its...nice.
Except, we've been fighting more again.
I hate when we fight...
I wish I knew why its so hard for him to keep his hands to himself.
He says he wasn't going to, but he was probably about to cheat on me with Dai.
Hellyeah like I believe he wouldn't have.

Then he expects me to trust him.
The worst part is, I can't help but trust him anyway.
Gah! I hate being so nice sometimes.

Oh. And...still no divorce for me and Asher.
It sounds like him and Ezra made some deal about him signing the divorce papers if Ez got Trent or something.
I don't know.
I don't really want to ask anyway...

But I wish I knew what I was doing wrong with Ezra...
Maybe if I figure it out, he'd be a bit more loyal.
Instead of letting other people kiss him, while he's just "hugging" them.
Aaldkfjlkd. It makes me sad.

I'll try to write again soon.

— Sammii

[sammii knowell]

mood: likewtf? x__x
date: dec 21
moosic: pink floyd - goodbye blue sky :3

Some people are really mean.
I never really realized, but people don't actually need a reason to be mean?
I mean, Cathy had plenty. I'm just stupid...so, yeah.
But Joe doesn't have any reason to be.
I've never even done anything to him!
Hell, I don't even really know him.
And yet he insists on constantly making fun of me and Ezra and the fact we're together.
I reallyreally hate it... :c

This cute girl Elliot keeps saying me and Ezra never talk...
(and cute like...cute. not 'ilikeyou' cute)
But we really do...don't we?
Maybe I should try to talk more?
I dunno...
Ah.

— Saaam.