``just a nervous habit.

[Asher Harris]

Mood: Unsure.
Listening to: Archie Star.

New school means new diary.
I'll lock my other up where no one can see it.

[Asher Harris]

Mood: Happy. Like, really truly happy.
Listening to: Sense Field.

So much happened today.
Most of it means nothing to me now though.
Crap like making Ezra walk off all teary.
Then forming some kind of truce with him to stop our bickering to keep Sammii happy.
And pushing Izzy and Elliot together.
All of this, it means nothing.
I couldn't care less.

Me and Trenton. We're back together.
So happy.
I didn't think I could ever feel this good.
But I do.

[Asher Harris]

Mood: idunno.
Listening to: Nothing.

People really annoy me sometimes. The other day, pretty much everyone was being lame and were ganging up on me during a game of never have I ever. Like, seriously, what the hell? I think they were just upset that I stood a chance of winning. It's not my fault that i'm nowhere near as slutty as they have all led themselves to believe.

After that, Izzy and I had a little chat about me being fat, and getting old. Ew. She thinks that I'm not, but I know better. That convo didn't last very long anyway. Maybe she truly had to go, or maybe she just didn't want to deal with my shit. I dunno. I don't really care either.

Trent appeared later on to wish me a happy birthday (oh, did I mention it was my birthday? Well it was), and yeah, as you can imagine sex happened.

Sex with Trent is amazing. I don't really know why. Perhaps it's the fact that I actually have intimate feelings for him that make it so good. With Denny, it was all just anger that fueled the sex. And with Ezra, it was clearly all alcohol. This is really the first time I've had sex with someone I've actually liked.

Anywho! After the 'main event', we talked a bit about stuff. You know, like the fact that he has had sex with so many guys that he couldn't even guess how many there have been. Yeah. Not totally sure how I feel about that. Insignificant? Yeah, that works. I also kinda worry that if maybe I am just another one of these guys that he's not even going to remember to count. He assures me I'm not, but I dunno.

Oh yeah, and after that I ate lots of cake and then threw it up while he was there watching. But thats totally not important. Cough.

[Asher Harris]

Mood: Messed up.
Listening to: Britney Spears.

I did it.
I signed the papers.
I feel like such a traitor.
I didn't even do it for Sammii.
I have no idea where Sammii is.
I did it for Ezra.
He gave me this camera for christmas.
I don't know why.
It's pretty and blue.
I still think its cursed.
Butomigawd, I signed the papers for him.
Ew.
What's wrong with me?

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[Asher Harris]

Mood: Still messed up.
Listening to: Still Britney Spears.

OMIGAWD!
I NEVER MENTIONED THAT I YELLED AT FLETCHER THE OTHER DAY!
SUPER FUN!
EVEN IF I DID DO IT FOR PARKER!

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